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GET LOST! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OKAY?
Like a Military Training Camp. If you can pass this test, then you can be with me. But I need a Woman who is Strong in the Mind, Not Weak, and can handle my past as well as my Future. I need a Woman with Strong Compassion and Understanding, not hung up on trivial things. Because if you can not handle My Past, you will only give me Problems in the Future. If you can handle my Past, then you are strong enough to Build a Life with me together. This is how I feel about it. I guess the First step in getting what you want out of life is to REALLY KNOW what it is that is going to make you happy, then go after it with all your Heart! That is partly what I am doing here. Hi, My Name is Mark, and Welcome to my Profile Page. I have been many Places in my Life and done many things. I have seen and done SO MUCH more than the average person. So this is part of the reason that I am the Person I am.
So that is probably the FIRST question on your Mind is WHO AM I? Right? Well first let me ask you something. What really makes a Person who they really are? Is it what they Do for a Living? Is it what they have experienced in Life? Is it their Level of Education or Knowledge? Or is it their Dreams, their Goals, what they REALLY WANT to Do with their Life? Or is it their Actions, what they have Done in the past, or what they intend to do, how they behave, and treat others? Or is it their Sexual Preferences? Or is it more of a Combination of all of this that makes up who a person really is? So I guess in order to Really know me, I will have to tell you a little about all these things. THEN if you make a Decision about me, then you would truly LOVE the person I am, Right? And if you DON'T Like me, you should not feel Offended by who I am. Because I have the RIGHT to be who ever I want to be. I will tell you the things that have Turned Women off in the Past FIRST, that way if you can't get past the First part of this Profile, you Probably don't Deserve to Know me anyway. So if you Read Through this entire Profile you will know Everything you need to know to make a Decision about me. Okay? And if you get Turned off by the First Few Paragraphs then you can save your Time and go look for Someone else okay? It's pretty Simple I think. Either you Like me or you Don't like me. And if you DON'T like what you read here then don't waste your Time anymore. Because THIS is Really who I am, with out trying to disguise myself or Lie, this is the Truth about who I am. READY? Okay like I said before My name is Mark, I am 46 years Old, but I usually Date Girls who are 18 to 35 years Old. Because I LIKE young Girls, and I don't see anything Wrong with it. I am active I have a Body and a Mind of a 25 to 30 year old. But I have the Wisdom and Experience of a 46 year old. However one of the biggest reasons I am attracted to younger Women is because they are more physically fit, look better, their minds are more fresh and open minded to new ideas, and learning about life. Older Women tend to start thinking that looks are not important, (If I am a Photographer you can see how Looks can be VERY important to me.)Older Women tend to think that the Success and Value of a Man is determined by how much money he has. Younger Women accept Men more based on their Personalities, because younger women have not really become successful themselves, so they are less prone to expect the man to have a lot of money. Younger Women are more focused on how a man TREATS her, rather than how much money he has. Or they tend to Focus on the Personality and Abilities, rather than Financial Status. NOW, this does not hold true for ALL younger Girls, but the majority of Younger Girls tend to be more flexible when choosing a Mate than Older Women. Now I have met some pretty Money Hungry Young Girls, so this is not an absolute rule here. What I am trying to say is, if you are Older than 31 years old, and you have a Body like a Model, for Example if you Look like Adranna Lima, or Brooke Burke, Fernanda Tavares, or Tiirak Rakkande, or basically can put on a Two piece swim suit with pride, AND you can accept the Fact that I am not Playing by the rules of Average society, meaning I'm not chasing the Jaguar in the Sky, I am more focused on your ability and willingness to have a good Sexual Experience than I am how much money we might bring in each year. If you have the Right Body the Right Values, and a Nice Sweet Personality, then I would accept you up to Age 35 or 40. After that many Women start to get attitude problems as well as Physical Problems. As I get older I tend to like to lay around and watch Movies like everyone else, but when I get in the Mood for a Hike in the mountains, I am thinking I want to be with a Girl who would like the idea. And my Legs are pretty Strong, I can walk a good 4 to 10 miles in a day with no problem. I can't see a 40 year old Woman going bungee Jumping with me in Thailand, or Climbing up Mountains with me, or engaging in 5 hour Sexual experiences, or hitting the Discos. Unless of Course you have the Stamina of Angelina Jolie in Laura Croft Movies, I don't think an Older Woman is going to be able to handle my Lifestyle. And Believe me, if you THINK you have what it Takes, I WILL put you to the Test. Just to give you an example, the LAST girl who FAILED my Tests was only 19 years old! She Failed to complete the Hiking Test where I had her Hike 3 Miles a Day for one week. After Day two she Quit. She was done. (The Hikes were down Paved Sidewalks near the beach. A real challenge huh?) THIS is why I tend to Choose Younger Women. Because in Most Cases they can Handle it. Older Women Can't. I will test you Physically, Mentally, SEXUALLY, and Spiritually to find out what you are made of. This ensures that You REALLY WANT ME to begin with. So I guess your First Challenge is of the Mind, you must be able to read through all of this, and be able to see the true VALUE of the Person I really am. If you are unable to meet this First Challenge, then, I guess you don't have what it takes for the Long haul in Life. THINGS THAT HAVE TURNED THE WOMEN OFF Okay if you make it Past THIS Part, then You Deserve to REALLY Get to Know me. If you can't handle the Truth, then Get Lost. First Let me ask you a few preliminary questions to possibly save you some time. If you answer "NO" to any of these Questions, you probably can not handle Me in the Long Run, and you would only wind up realizing that as you got into a Relationship with me. So to save you a Broken heart, you must be willing and able to do the following things: Would you be willing to chain me down and Whip me at least Once a week or More? Would you be able to Hurt me MORE than I can Handle? Would you be able to Stick Pins in to my body? Would you be able to Cut my Skin with a Razor and Lick up the Blood off my Body? Would you be willing to Performing a BDSM Ritual in front of a Audience of All Girls? Would you be willing to Performing a BDSM Ritual using 2 to 4 other Girls to assist you? Do you Like the Tropical Islands and the Beach? Can you handle getting a Sun Tan, and being on the Beach in the Sun? Can you Exercise at least one hour everyday, lifting Weights, Running, maybe Mountain Climbing, Bike Riding, Swimming, Hiking, things like this? Would you be willing to Dress Sexy, even in Public? I'm Talking about wearing Black Deep V Dresses to Dinner, Latex Pants or Skirts and Tops to the Disco, Bikinis at the beach WITH PRIDE! Can you do that? Can you wear choker neck straps? (I have been with some Girls who absolutely refuse to wear Choker neckstraps. This kinda bothered me, cause I really like to see a Girl Dressed up with a Choker on. Even a String tied around your Neck can make me Crazy Horny. I don't know why, but it WORKS, and that's all that matters to me.) Would you be willing to Let me do Photo Shoots of you in Fetish Clothes? Can you Kiss me PASSIONATELY? Would you be willing to make a BDSM Movie with me to Sell? Would you be willing to take the Good times with the Bad? Are you a Happy Person? Are you HONEST? Do you Promise to be NICE to me in Day to Day Life? Are you willing to Travel? Are you Independent, and NOT seeking any Financial Support From me, for You or your Family? If your other Boyfriends have called you "Needy" that's okay with me. I LOVE Needy Girls. I Love Obsessive Girls, even if your past Boyfriends have called you a "Psycho" I am excited about Psycho Girls! :) So don't worry about that. Are you Physically Strong and Healthy? Do you understand that being involved in a Relationship WITH ME, means that we share a Sincere Emotional Bond with each other, this means You must call me, and I will be able to Call you anytime, you will also be expected to e-mail me at least once a day to show you care. (When we are Separated) Do you understand your responsibilities in a relationship with me? If this seems like too much, you don't have enough Passion to handle me. I am a Passionate put my Arm around you, and I will want to be with you all the time. I will be running my fingers through your hair, and kissing you until your Cheeks are Numb. e-mailing, calling, and maybe texting you everyday, Can you handle that? :) But if I get too annoying you can always put me back in the Cage. :) Do you understand that while I may permit you to see other guys if you wish, I expect that you WILL NOT get Pregnant from these other Guys before you tell me you are planning to get pregnant. Do you understand that getting pregnant from another guy while you are in a Relationship with me, would be a blatant form of Disrespect? (I only mention this because my 2nd wife didn't quite understand this Concept. :)
Do you understand that as a Rule, I expect you to Respect me, and Honor my Words, and be Loyal to ME above all others- NO MATTER WHAT! (I only mention this because I have been with Girls who acted like it was completely acceptable to treat me like shit, talk bad about me, insult me in front of their friends, flirt with other guys in front of me, as well as other forms of blatant disrespect.) Do you understand that I Expect you to Exercise and stay Slim and Fit, Shower and keep yourself Clean, brush your teeth, EVERYDAY, and maintain good personal hygiene. Do you understand this? (I've been with Pigs, that didn't understand this, and I didn't like the experience.) Do you Understand that I LIKE LONG HAIR on a Girl, and you Should NOT Cut your Hair for any reason with out talking to me about it First. Because doing so would be an Act of Disrespect towards my feelings about you. Do you Understand this? (Some girls have been conditioned to think that Long hair looks bad, certain people try to relate long hair with looking like a Ghost, or Cave Woman, or some other negative image. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE Girls with Long Hair! It looks Femine to me, it look elegant, and VERY Attractive to me. So if you get with me, your hair WILL be Long sooner or later. YOU have to determine if that is something that might bother you or not. And Yes, I broke up with a Girl because she Cut her hair without talking to me about it. So this is how important Long hair is to me. Insert yourself into the experience, Can you handle growing your hair Long and keeping it that way, and LIKING IT? That is the Question. ) Most often in a Relationship I have cared for my Woman's hair, I brush your Hair, give you hot Oil Treatments, Condition it, I will even Wash your Hair for you while you lay in the Bath tub if you want. I also used to Trim the Split ends of My Girls hair that I was with. You hair has a power of Attraction to me. I Enjoy it. Cutting it off, makes me feel like you don't care how I feel. That is the Jist of the emotions involved. Which would feel like you don't respect me. Do you understand that I will expect you to Go places with me, and do things with me, such as Dancing at a Disco, Movies, Restaurants, Shopping and other things. I DO NOT expect you to stay at home all the time. Do you understand this? I don't mean to sound like I want us to go out ALL THE TIME. I enjoy laying around Watching Movies too. But sometimes I like to go places, and do things. I like going to the Disco in the beginning of a Relationship, but after a couple months I mellow out and we would go to Movies and the Dinner, maybe not so much Disco or Nightclubs. But I always enjoy going out to eat. Even in my Poorest times in my Life, I always took my Girls out to eat and go to the Movies. Do you understand that as a Man, I have a Right, and a NEED to Masturbate to Pictures of Sexy Girls, and I expect you to Understand this, and actually encourage it, not feel offended by it. Do you understand this? (I mention this only because a couple girls in my Life Freaked out when They found my Magazines. Don't Freak, cause it's part of life, whether you have a Guy who admits it or not, he is doing it. Especially if he is not having Sex with you, I guarrantee, if you have not had Sex with a guy in Three Days he is doing it with himself. It is a Biological FACT. Guys can't help it. Nature makes us so we Create so much Sperm it makes us Crazy in the head. And we either we will hunt you down and Rape you or Masturbate. So you should feel good about Masturbation cause it prevents Rape. Most guys NEED to have Sex at least every two Days. If you can't do the Deed, then you should not feel upset if I have to find other outlets for it. I had a couple Girls who would USE this to play into the BDSM Fetish, and they would actually BUY the Magazines for me, then Command me to Masturbate in front of them while they Stood over me and Watched. One laid next to me, and asked me to tell her what I was thinking about as I did it. She Tape Recorded everything I said then USED what I said in the next Ritual. So it is all how you look at things. There is a Good side to everything, if you look for it.
Do you understand that one of my Passions in Life is Photographing Other Women in Sexy outfits, and I expect to be able to Continue to do this even though I commit myself Emotionally to YOU. Do you Understand that I expect you to allow me to Continue to Take Pictures of Other Women while I have a Relationship with You? But If we both agree to a Passionate Loving Relationship together, then I can Promise you I would not engage in Sexual activities with other Women, without consulting you first about it, to get your Approval. This is showing Respect towards YOUR Feelings, giving you the Power to say YES or NO to affairs and other Sexual Experiences. But you should not be offended if I tell you I want to Have Sex with another Woman, because this is the Price of TRUTH and Honesty, you have to be willing to Handle it. Do you understand this? One time one of her Girlfriends really wanted to have Sex with me, and I told my Girlfriend that I would be willing to do it, but I was worried because her Girlfriend had a Baby, and I didn't want her Boyfriend to get Jealous and then the Baby might lose his Father because of a little Casual Sex. So I told my Girlfriend no I am not going to do it, cause I don't want the Baby to lose his Father." And that's how I am. I THINK before having Sex, I don't have Sex like an Animal. (Actually in day to day life, I am a pretty Loyal Guy, my last wife was married to me for 6 years with no problems of me running around or anything. So I am not interested in running around, if I find the woman who would love me for who I am, I would have no need to run around, because I would be completely fulfilled with you. So what would be the point? But in certain BDSM Rituals I would like you to be understanding enough to allow me to have Sex with other Girls just for fun once in a while. I Believe that things like this enhances the overall experience once in a while. Not everyday but once in a while it adds a little excitement to life. And I would allow you the same kind of Freedom with other Guys IF you desired an experience with another guy. But keep in mind that THAT very thing is what broke up my last Marriage. I let my Wife have an experience with another guy, then she wanted to do it again, and again, pretty soon she said she Loved him, not me. So that is the Price of Honesty and Freedom, you have to be willing to handle it, or just stay home.) But in our Rituals, I would want to have other Girls Caress my Balls and Dick, and Dance around me or act as Witnesses in the Ritual. Maybe as many as 10 to a Hundred or More Sexy Women. But these Girls are not a Love Interest for me, they are part of the Ritual. I don't have to know their Names, they could wear masks, and I don't have to ever even SEE them again after the Ritual. They are only there to increase the Excitement in the Ritual, not to compete for your Love. They are more like Dancers or Performing Artists. Not Love interests. Do you understand that when we have Sex, it will be an Elaborate event, not some quick thing you need to get over and done with. Are you prepared to have Sexual Experiences that last 5 hours or more? This is kind of important because when we first get together the first time we have sex it might just be making Love like everyone else does, maybe for an hour or so. But the Second or third time for sure, I will be feeling like we need to do more. And MORE each time. Each experience I like to make a little more elaborate than the last one. I like to feel like we are Practicing working towards the night when you will Kill me. So each Ritual is like a Rehersal for the REAL ONE, when I will be Killed and eaten by you. That's how I feel about it, and the more you act like that's how you feel too, the more I will feel Loved. Do you really ENJOY High Energy Dance, Trance and Euro-pop Music? I say this because I have had Girls who DIDN'T like the same kind of Music I like, and they didn't want the same kind of Music in the Rituals, and then it kind of Screwed everything up. I want a Woman who can Enjoy the same kinds of Music I do, because I feel like if we are both Enjoying the Experience more, it will intensify everything. If one of us is really enjoying the Music and the other isn't, the experience won't feel as intense. And I want the Experience to be REALLY Intense. So one of the Building Blocks to make this Happen is to get a Woman who enjoys the same type of Music as I do. Do you Understand that I am the Founder of the New Religion of Kali, which is a Mix between Buddhist and Hindu Beliefs, and I will NOT under ANY circumstances change my Religion, Nor will I accept a Relationship with anyone who adheres to Christian Beliefs. Do you Understand this? Let me clarify this a little. I Married 2 Christians in my Life, and both times their Religious Beliefs became a problem in our Relationship, not to mention that they treated me like I was Crazy for not being a Christian. And it made me think how can She Love me if she thinks I am Crazy? It doesn't work. TRUE LOVE means joining together in Mind, Body, and Spirit. If you cannot be that committed, then it is not TRUE LOVE. Do you enjoy Incense and Burning Oils in the house? I don't burn them all the time, but I had an Incense Business, so I know about Burning Oils, and Incense. I Like them, I think they add to the Spiritual Effects of the Ritual and they make the House Smell good. I am looking for a Woman who can appreciate that. I Like to keep my Areas Clean and Neat, I am not a Neat Freak, but Messy Rooms annoy me greatly. Is that okay with you? Are you Asian, Mixed Asian/American, or do you Like Asians? Because Culturally I'm Asian, even though I LOOK White, I was in the Soka Gakai Buddhist Religion for 10 years, in Alabama, Florida, Guam, Hawaii, California, and Philippines, and Attended Meetings in Korea, Japan, and all over the US. I have literally lived in the same House with Asians most of my life. Ate Asian foods, Watched Asian Movies, Listened to Asian Music, and Loved Asian Women. Out of all the Women I have had relationships in my life with, only 5 were white, all the rest were Asian or Latina. So if you don't like Asians, then you can't be with me. PERIOD! If your Parents don't like me, would you still date me? I Drink Beer, Amaretto, and Blue Hawaiians, Occasionally (Like once a Week) Is that ok with you? (Actually I haven't had a drink in about 7 months so far. So I really don't drink much at all. But if I have a Drink then I develop a Craving for it, and I feel like I start to NEED it almost the same time everyday. So to just save money, I don't drink at all right now. But if I was with you, and you wanted me to have Drink with you I would. But Presently now I don't Crave it, so I don't Drink. If you get me Started again, there is no telling what might happen. I have drank a whole bottle of Amaretto by myself, I have drank about 3 Bottles of Blue Hawaiians, or about Six to Eight Mexican Beers or Thai Beers and I am ready to Sleep. :) I also like drinking Baley's and Cream, but if I drink too much of that I get Sick cause it's too sweet. I also love Abstinith that shit is AWESOME! :) Usually the only time I really Drink is at Barbecues or Parties or at the Club or if I am trying to relax and I have a lot on my mind or if I am stressed out really bad. But lately I have not had anything in 7 months. 7 months Sober so far. I Don't Smoke, and I Prefer someone who Doesn't Smoke. But if we are Compatible on every other thing, and that is the only thing you do, I am not going to turn you away because you Smoke. Unless you are a Chain Smoker. I can't deal with that. I can barely accept the idea of living with a Smoker at all. Everything Stinks if you smoke, and when I walk in the House I gag from the Smoke, it just is not a good way to live. Even if you forget about the whole Dying from Lung Cancer part of it. It still is not a Good thing. I'm the Kind of guy who, if I fall in Love with you, I will want to spend every minute of the day with you. Can you handle that? I am a Very Romantic, Put my Arm around you a lot kind of Guy. Can you Handle That? I will like to Run my fingers through your Hair a lot. Is that okay with you? I do not Like Tattoos, If you have any Tattoos then I can not be serious with you,(I would make an exception to this Rule if the Tattoo is Small and not on your Chest.) because you do not respect your own Body, how can you have any Respect for me, if you do not even respect yourself? (I would make a special exception for certain models on my TOP 100 List who might already have Tattoos.) If you do NOT have any Tattoos do you understand that I DO NOT Want you to EVER get any tattoos EVER. I think Clean Fresh Skin is Beautiful, much more beautiful than any Raggedy ass looking Ink Drawing. (This is a HOT TOPIC that I have had to deal with many times. I'll put it as simple as I can, I don't get Horny from ugly assed ink drawings okay? When you deface your body with Permanent Ink Drawings, I wonder would you stop your Children from Drawing on the Walls in our House? Would YOU be Drawing on the Walls in our House when I'm not there? Would you be Denting up the Hood of my Car with a "Tatoo" on the Hood of my Car? I don't know, it just brings to question the level of your Intelligence PERIOD. That's how I feel about it.) Do you LIKE to Read? Because I am a writer, if you don't Enjoy Reading, then being with me is going to be hell for you. Do you understand that I will expect you to READ everything I write. I don't expect you to LIKE everything I write, but you should at least enjoy Reading it. You should understand that in my mind, I actually think and feel that I really want to be Ritually Sacrificed and Killed in a Religious Human Sacrifice. And I want to do it before I become too old, and look all ugly. I am 46 years old now, I look like I am 30, but I don't know how much longer I am going to look Good. What I am trying to say is, that to actually Love and accept me for who I feel I really am, borderlines on accepting that you must Kill me. Or Accept that you must be willing to allow another Girl to Kill me at some point in the semi-near future. I have thought about playing the role of the Loving Husband, but after being involved with so many different relationships and seeing how fragile human relationships are, and how often and easily they break down, I feel at this point even if I had the Choice to CHOOSE between, growing old as a Loving Husband, or being Killed in a Ritual Human Sacrifice, I feel like I would Choose to be Sacrificed. That's how I feel. But I really want to fall in Love first before I am Sacrificed, I want to feel that Loving Passionate Feeling right up to the Moment when I am killed. Then once I am Killed the memory of that Passionate Feeling will never die in the Mind of the Woman who kills me, because it never had the Chance to get Boring, or fade away. So in her mind I will always be remembered with Love. I couldn't ask for anything better than that, as a Memory of my life. And I know with an Experience where she will kill me, there is no way she could ever forget me, not like many other Women have throughout my life. So to me, being Sacrificed feels like the Right thing to do. It feels like my Destiny. Now for you to really LOVE me, and Understand me, you would have to accept this. Because even my Sexual Psychology has grown to respond to this way of thinking. I Get more Horny if a Woman agrees to Kill me, than I would if she says she wants me to Live with her Forever. I get more excited talking about being Sacrificed, than I do thinking about raising a Family together. Now as impossible as it may sound, I have had 3 Women in my Life agree to kill me at one point or another. But they did not have enough passion or Love for me to actually do it. They liked to talk about it to get me Horny, but they were too afraid of going to jail to actually do it. There are many Women in this world I have seen who do not Want Children. So it makes me wonder what the point of life is, with so many Women so focused on Money all the time. When I am Sacrificed it will be about Love, because only a Woman who truly understands and accepts me, would be able to have the strength to kill me. And I would hope that this Woman would have enough feeling for me, to want to have my Child, to think that I deserve to have a child with her, so before she Kills me, she would impregnate herself with my Sperm. Or she could save my Sperm in a Sperm Bank for later, or use a Device to make sure she gets Pregnant on the same night she Kills me. That would be HER way of proving Her Commitment to the Ritual, to Prove it is about Love. She should FEEL I am Worth having a Baby with. Even though she is going to Kill me, she would want something to remember our Love by. Something Special. So to really Love me, you would have to accept the way I think and feel. You would always have the Choice of When and Where to Kill me, but you should probably make up your mind now, if you think you could actually do it or not. Because that is a decision that you would be faced with every single day you are with me. So you have to ask yourself, Could you really do it, Could you get yourself Pregnant with my Child, then Kill me with a Knife in my Chest? Okay, if you answered "NO" to ANY of the Questions above, you don't have to go any further, because you are NOT compatible with me. If you tried to make it work with me, you would only wind up with a Broken Heart, because I have already broken up with Girls for all the Reasons I listed above, I won't have any problem breaking up with you if you can't accept me for WHO I AM. I Want to be LOVED for WHO I AM. If you can not handle that, then there is no point in Trying.
I am a SUB in the World of BDSM. Actually I am a Submissive Masochist. That DOESN'T mean I am Crazy! I am NOT Crazy, I am NOT a Murderer, or a Rapist. There is no separation between ME and My Lifestyle as a Sub in BDSM. It IS who I am, it is Part of my Personality. To Love me, is to Enjoy Hurting me During Sex. There IS NO OTHER WAY for me. Understand this, or Get lost. Oh,..One more thing, I have met some girls who think that it's just all about Pain and Torture, without any Passion or Love- WRONG! BDSM without Passion and Romance is MEANINGLESS! I Need your PASSION and Respect before I even THINK about getting Turned On by you. So get it straight in your head and your heart first. PLEASE.
I have been Married 3 times, no Children, And all my X Wives are still friends with me. To Know me is to Love me, and only by Loving me will you ever REALLY Know me. My Wives have all Learned this. Why did they leave me? The First one was much older than me, and I Make Love too Wild for her. My Interests in Wild Sex Scared her. My Second Wife went to a Party with her Friends and Got pregnant. She wanted to Keep the Baby AND the Boyfriend, and I wasn't interested. Third Wife decided she wanted to try a little on the Side with a Neighboring Businessman. When I let her, she went and Fell in Love with him, then she decided she didn't love me anymore. Freedom comes with Risks, if you can't handle that, then don't take the Freedom. Stay home. You must be able to Control your Thoughts and Emotions if you decide you are going to have Sex just for Fun. I believe there is nothing wrong with having Sex just for FUN, but you must be able to Control your Thoughts and Emotions if you do this, because otherwise Sex can mess with your Head, and turn your World Upside down. I will give any Woman I am with, the Freedom to have Sex with another Man for Fun if she wants. But this is HER Choice, and if she Chooses to engage in Sex for FUN, then she must accept the Risks that come with that, including the possibility that she might Ruin the Life she has with ME, if she falls in Love with the other man. I will give you the Freedom if you need it, but I expect the UTMOST RESPECT in return for this Freedom. If you Disrespect me, or Value the Words or ideas of another Man OVER Me, this is Betrayal and I will NOT accept betrayal. I Demand Loyalty, Respect, HONESTY and TRUST in a Relationship regardless of what you do. If you can not Give me that, then don't bother reading any further, because you MUST be able to give me that as a FOUNDATION of our Relationship. In between all of my Wives I have had many Girlfriends, I have learned A LOT, about Relationships. I studied Astrology and Tried to Figure out who was most Compatible with me, only to Realize that EVERYONE has a Bad side. There are NO PERFECT Matches in this world. So it makes you think, if this is really the way the World is, that everyone has a BAD SIDE to them. Why is this? And I have come to realize that it is because we are suppose to be Compassionate and Understanding Towards others above all else. Only Through Compassion and Understanding can this World Survive, can any One Relationship Survive, can any one Government Survive. Because at the Moment you fail to use Compassion and Understanding, you begin to Destroy, your Relationship, your Business, your Government, Your World. So you can see one of the most Important things you can Possess is Compassion and Understanding. To the Degree that we strive to USE Compassion and Understanding, our world will begin to Grow, Flourish, Develop. Can you see what I mean? This is the lessons I have learned in life. It took me Relationships with more than 70 Women and 3 Wives to Learn this. So you should appreciate that I know what I am talking about. I have Loved Prostitutes, Bar Girls, Strippers, Prom Queens, Models, Professionals and College Students of all kinds. But Now I really just want ONE WOMAN. That's all. The good thing is NOW I believe I can Really be GOOD for a Woman, NOW I feel I have the Ability to Match myself up better than ever before, and once I am in a Relationship THIS TIME. I want THIS Relationship to be my Last one of my Life. I don't want to be a Playboy. I want to be a Husband with a Nice home life, or a Human Sacrifice, Where I would be Killed and Eaten by many beautiful Women During Sex. What I mean is, if I can not find True Love in this World, if it does not exist for me, then if I can find just one Girl who is willing to Kill me in the name of Love, to have enough Compassion to give me the kind of death I want, then I would accept that end. These are my Two Choices. But Playboy, it leaves you feeling empty inside. If you have Sex without Meaning, it becomes Senseless after a while. Meaningless. I need someone who will give my Life MEANING and PURPOSE. If I can not find a Woman who can give me a Life with meaning, then I would accept a Woman with enough compassion to give me a Death that is meaningful. That's what I want now. I would accept being like a Boy Toy to a Group of Girls,(Like a Club of Dancers, or a Circle of Prostitutes, something like that for example) but even then I would want to have a Sincere Friendship with each of the Girls, where we would go Shopping together, and do things together as FRIENDS as well as Lovers. I think sometimes Companionship is more meaningful than the actual Sex, but if you put companionship and Sex together we can feel Satisfied with each other for a while, even if we are not thinking about our relationship is going to last forever. I am willing to accept Casual Sexual Relationships, but you must be willing to be my Friend as well as my Lover. That's what I am saying here. (Actually at this point in my Life I don't have much faith in Women at all. There was a time when I used to think about having many girls around, and there was a time when I lived in the Philippines when I DID have many Girls around me. But now I am completley alone, and here in the US, the Women seem Cold and Distant and Hateful most of the time. So the idea that I would even find a "GROUP" of them that I would want to spend time with is, kinda unrealistic at this point to say the least.) I don't have any Diseases, some think it's a Miracle, but actually its called Condoms. I am NOT Rich, I don't Own my Own Home, or My own Car, and I Filed Bankrupcy TWICE in my Life so Far. But Today I don't have any Debts. I am trying to Start a New Life. So if you are Looking for Money, Get Lost! LOVE is the most important thing in Life, and if you Haven't figured that out yet, I don't want to be with you. I don't have a College Degree, or any Formal Education. If that Bothers you, then Our Relationship will not work, because I am more Focused on Business now, than Formal Education. I didn't have to Spend Thousands of Dollars to have someone tell me to do my Homework. I did it without even having anyone TELL ME to do it. Imagine what kind of Mind it takes to do that. But because I studied everything on my own, no one recognizes my Education. I retain a more broad range of information than many people who posses Doctrines. So if all you value is a little piece of Paper, Go buy a Roll of Charmin. It's Softer. One of my Favorite things to do in Life is Photograph Women in Swimsuits and Fetish Outfits. Because to ME this is a Form of Worship. In the process of Photographing the Women I am in a Position of Extreme Admiration and in a state of Adoration, and Idolization. In effect I turn these Women into Idols or Goddesses. For all to Worship and Admire. This is an Honorable thing to do. And I expect to be able to CONTINUE to do this, and I would Like you to Support me in this by Encouraging me to do it. Because it is one of the Passions in my Life that makes up WHO I AM. To Love ME, you should appreciate this Passion. This is why it would HELP if you are a Model. Because Models can Understand this Passion. I was a Buddhist for 10 years, My Background is still very much based on Buddhist Beliefs. I am VERY Anti-Christian. I do NOT, I Will NOT become involved with any Woman who adheres to Christian Beliefs. If you are Christian- You must consider Changing your Beliefs if you plan on being involved with me on a Long Term Basis. Because #1 Christianity is a LIE from Start to Finish, #2 they base their Teachings on Hatred and Contempt of the people. #3 They believe in Holy Wars and Oppression of the People. If you aren't smart enough to understand all of this, then I don't need you dragging your Dark Matter into my Life, Comprende? I wrote my OWN Religion which Outlines MY Basic Beliefs in Life. Instead of Following the Crowd of people Lost in Delusional Ideas and Fairy Tale Books, I Chose to Base MY beliefs on Science and Psychology. If that Scares you, then it basically illustrates your Lack of intelligence. And THAT spells Trouble for ANY relationship. I have a Fetish for Young High School Girls. Not too Young, but I feel very Passionately attracted to Girls who are 16 to 20 years old. Now that doesn't mean I like to Have Sex with every Girl who is that age, it just means that I get Very Excited about Young Girls. Now the Laws in many places will not allow Sexual relations with Girls under the age of 18. Some places it is 16 with Parental Consent. Now Most of my Wives and Girlfriends knew about this Fetish, and they just understood that I wasn't going to chase after every high school girl. But if I saw one, or met one that I liked they knew I was going to Look at her. That's all. If I was to meet a Girl now who was 18 to 25 years old, if she LIKED ME, it would give me a little more Excitement in the Relationship. That's all it means. I think the Thing that excites me the most about Younger Girls is they NEED me more. An Older Girl doesn't appreciate what I Know, or what I can teach them as much as a Younger Girl does. A Younger Girl has more of an Open Mind than Older Girls. They are more acceptable to New Ideas, new ways of thinking. I think that's what Turns me on most about them. They Give me more of a Feeling of being able to Help them. I have a NEED to help the Woman I am with, to feel Needed by her. They give me more of a Sense of Purpose in my Life. This is what I need, from a Woman. So I guess this is why I like Younger Girls. It is NOT about Dominating a Woman. I feel like I respect a Woman more if she asserts her independence. But I feel like I Need YOU to NEED ME. It's more like I have some kind of inferiority complex, than it is a need to Dominate a Woman. I need my Woman to Stroke my Ego, Support me, and NEED me. Many people misunderstand this. They Think that Aries people like myself strive to Dominate and Control a Woman. I think this is Wrong. You will understand the more you read, and get to know me. I think of myself like I am as Powerful as a GOD, but without YOU to Validate me, I am Nothing. Do you understand? YOU are the Supreme Goddess in My Life. YOU are actually Above ME. YOU are the element that Gives me Ultimate Power. Without you I am Nothing. This is a better way to describe our relationship. I am the Tiger, YOU OWN ME. Understand? I Like Girls over 20 to 35 too, but the older a Woman is the less excited I am about her age. The younger Girls Excite me just because they are Young. If you can't understand this, then this illustrates your LACK of Understanding.
I actually would PREFER a Relationship with a Younger Girl if I had the Choice. If your Parents would Consent to a Relationship with me,(and your Local Laws permit it,) I would accept a Relationship with a Girl as young as 16 years old. I don't feel bad about a relationship with a girl this young, I feel GOOD about it. And I promise the Parents of any Girl who would accept me, that I would never hurt any Woman I am with, I would always respect her, and do everything I could to help her. Because of this I believe that I would be better for a Teenage Girl than any other Teenage guy might be. Because to an Average Teenage guy, a Teenage girl is just another pretty girl. To me, a Teenage Girl would be so Precious and Special, she would be like my Goddess or Savior. I would appreciate the Relationship more than the Average Teenage guy would, and I would offer the Girl more Respect, and be able to teach her things she might not be able to learn from a Teenage boy with less life experience. This would make our Relationship together more Harmonious with less arguments and fights than she might have with a Teenage Boyfriend. And I would have the Knowledge and Experience to help her make better decisions about her life. Helping to make her life more Prosperous. For all these Reasons I feel like the Parents of a Teenage Girl should WANT to Consent to a Relationship with me, because a relationship with me, would be more Valuable than a Relationship with an immature, unexperienced, uneducated, teenage boy. RACE- I want to make it very Clear, that I would accept ANY Race of Woman, White, Black, Latina, Asian, Middle Eastern, I really don't care about your Race. But I want you to Understand, MY Cultural History, and Background. I don't know what the Future holds for me, but I know I get Really Turned on by Asian and Latina Girls, because these are the Pictures I feel most Excited about. These are the kinds of Women who Fill up the Hard Drive on my Computer and make ME Hard. You know what I mean? I have a Fetish for Asian Girls, I really get Turned on by Asian Girls of all Kinds. I don't really Care what color your Skin is if you are Asian, because I can get just as turned on by the Silky Pearly White Skin as I can the Dark Brown Skin, or Golden Brown Skin, what Turns me on about Asian Women more than any other Type is the Proportion of the Body. Asian Breasts are Proportioned PERFECTLY! Asian Arms and Legs are Proportioned PERFECTLY! Asian Hair is so Nice and Silky, and when it's nice and Long it makes me Crazy! Cause I can run my Fingers through it. Asian Skin is Silky Smooth- I LOVE THAT! I like the Height of Asian Women, I am 5 foot 9 Inches, so Asian Girls match up with me pretty good. And Culturally I like Asian Style more. Asians Traditionally are Nicer people than Americans who glamorize Violence in every way they can. Americans are Traditionally Rude, and Obnoxious. Asians are Nice and Well mannered. More Civilized. And many Asians are Buddhist, which is More Compatible with me. I have spent half my life Loving Asians, Japanese, Koreans, Thai, Filipina, Indonesian, Chinese, Indonesian, Malaysian, Vietnamese, Cambodian, all kinds of Asian Girls Turn me on. I think that if I got with a Girl that was not Asian, I would feel very empty inside missing My Asian Culture. I think if I got with a Girl who was NOT Asian, I would feel like Something Died inside me. This is why I say I believe that I have been involved with Asians for so long, now I feel like I am really an American/Asian or an "Egg" as some people have called me. White on the Outside, Yellow on the inside. I guess that's why I used to subscribe to Yolk Magazine. (Before they stopped printing it.) I Love Asian Girls So much that I started special Ordering Asian Model Magazines, and surfing Asian Model websites, and I even made my OWN Asian Model website. But I closed it down already. I have met some Japanese and Chinese Girls who could not understand this Fetish, and they actually HATED me because I Love Asian Women, even though THEY were Asian. (Lucy Lu was one of them) I didn't understand that really. I was once told that LOVE for ANY reason is a GOOD thing. And Hatred is Rarely Justified. But if you can't handle the Fact that I Love Asian Women, then a Relationship with ME would cause YOU a lot of Problems. Because that is PART of who I am now, and that is Never gonna Change. Because all 3 of my Previous Wives were Asian. #1 Was Korean, #2 Was Filipina, #3 was Filipina. And My Last and Final Woman I plan to find Next will most likely be THAI, Filipina, Korean, or Japanese, Because I Really have grown very fond of Thai, Korean, and Japanese Girls. They are from Buddhist Backgrounds and they can Understand me more than most other Girls in the World. But you never know, life seems to unfold in Very Strange and Mysterious ways, I could wind up with ANYONE ANYWHERE in the World. As long as You are willing to Understand my Needs, and Understand my Religious Beliefs, and are beautiful enough to excite me. I think anything is possible. I get Really Turned on by Brown Skinned Girls too, I don't know why, but it just makes me crazy to make love to a Girl with Brown Skin. On My Computer I have all kinds of Brown Skinned Model Pics, Pilipinas, Thai Girls, Latina Girls, Brazilian Girls, Middle Eastern Girls, I really don't care where you are From, or what your nationality is, if you have Brown Skin it is a MAJOR PLUS with me! Mixed Race Girls also really Turn me on, I don't know why, but I see a beauty in them that I don't see in the average person. Mixes I really like are for example: Thai & Indian, Thai & Japanese, Thai & Black, Brazilian and White, Mexican and White, Pilipina and White, Japanese and White, Pilipina and Black, Japanese and Black, if you have naturally Brown skin in the end, I'm Loving it! I don't care where you Live, where you are From, I only care about where you WANT to Live. Because that makes a difference. I want to Live in the Tropical Islands some place, like Thailand or the Philippines, maybe down in Mexico, or Brazil, someplace like that. So If you want to be with me, you should like that Idea. I don't like Working for other people. Some Women are annoyed by this. Some Women actually believe in Slavery of Society, in that, if you are not working in a "JOB" then you are not really Successful. I Prefer to Create Ideas, Inventions, Businesses, Produce things, Write Books, be a true CREATOR in Life rather than a Slave to Society. If this Bothers you, then I think you have a Problem with your ideas about how to judge people. Because the people who think like me, are the people who HIRE people like YOU to do all the work. Actually right now I am trying to Change the whole damn System so NO ONE will have to work unless they want to, and Money will be completely removed from Society. With a Resource Based Society there is no money. Robots will do all the work, and less Crime based on the Desire for Money. All your Needs will be Free. I am very Proud and Confident of who I am, this really annoys some Women, they feel like they absolutely MUST try to Bring me Down, make me Feel Bad, or try to shake my Confidence, usually by expressing their profound hatred for me, Insulting me or by Rejecting me in the worst possible way they can, to try to embarrass me. What they don't realize is, I DON'T CARE what they Think! Unless they accept me for who I really am. Everyone else isn't worthy of my attention. Do you understand what I mean? If people know you care what they think, they will try to USE this against you, to manipulate you. If you take away all the Buttons, then they have nothing left to Press. If you can't handle the Depths of my mind, you should probably go swim in more shallow waters my dear. I like to be Down with the Common people, not pretend to be above anyone else. I shop at Swap Meets, Auction Sales, Flea Markets, I Travel to the Poorest countries in the World to Give them my Money and Party with them and have fun. I wear Casual Clothes most of the time, not dress up. Some Women think I am a Bum because I act like I am a Simple man. But actually I have more Fun than those who look down on me. So if you want to join My Party at the Beach, keep reading. If you would rather go to a Five Star Restaurant than a Barbecue at the Beach- See Ya! Wouldn't want to BE YA! I like Dance Music, especially Thai Style Dance Music, Euro-Pop, and Trance Music, I played Rock and Roll Guitar for many years, I think I will probably do a couple Dance Music CDs before I die, and Learn the Keyboards real good. Some Women don't like this, they are into other forms of Music, so be it, but I think that if a Woman is Into the same kind of Music it tends to Harmonize our Souls together so to speak. That's just the way I feel. Here's My Sex Playlist. I feel like if I was in a Relationship with a Girl who was into say YO MTV Gansta Rap, I think it would annoy the Pis out of me. And we probably wouldn't last very long. But if I got with a Girl who liked to put on a Sexy Silk Outfit and hit the Dance Clubs, and get out on the Floor with me until we broke a real good Sweat. I would feel like going home with her, taking a nice Hot Shower and Making Passionate Love to her all night long. So you can see how Music CAN affect a Relationship? I think I want to Do some Porn Movies with the Woman I get with Next, so you should probably be open minded enough to want to do some Porn Movies with me. Some Women are SHOCKED when they learn this. Get over it. Or Get out! The way I feel about this, is I VALUE Sex, I think of Sex as one of the most Beautiful things in Life. Not something to feel ashamed of. So in this respect, if we truly believe that Sex is something Beautiful, and we already KNOW that many people actually ENJOY Watching the Act of Sex on Film, then why Not Preserve a Few Sexual Experiences on Film for Others to enjoy? It seems to me, like providing others with a little happiness, is a GOOD thing not a Bad thing. And if we can have a little fun in the Process, then it's a Good thing for everyone. That's how I feel about it. I don't look down on Porn Stars, I look UP to them with respect. I am also thinking of doing some Live performances at some Ladies nights at Select Night Clubs some time in the Future. So this should be something that you should think about doing with me, and not be afraid of. It's all about having Fun and Enjoying life to the Fullest. That's how I feel about it. Taking a Moment in Life to celebrate in a very Profound way. That's the best way I can explain it. Please e-mail your responses to these Questions to:the_webninja@yahoo.com 1. What is the Most important thing to you in Life? 2. WHY do you feel this is important? 3. If there was No such thing as TIME, and No such thing as Money, What would you do with your Life? 4. If you had the opprotunity to Live anywhere in the whole World, Where would you live? 5. What is the Most important VALUE in the World to you? 6. If you could wave a magic wand, and change anything in the World, or in your life, what would you change? 7. If you knew the World was going to End tomorrow, what would you do today? 8. If you had someone you Loved who was dying and they wanted you to Kill them, would you do it? 9. If you had the Choice how would YOU want to die? 10. If you had a Lover who wanted you to Kill them while you made love to them, would you do it? 11. What do YOU think the Purpose of Life is here on Earth? 12. Do you want to have Children? 13. Do you like Animals? 14. Have you ever took time out in the day and set aside time just to go see a Sun set? 15.Have you ever given Flowers to a Guy you Loved? 16. Do you Smoke? 17. Do you Drink? 18. What kind of Music do you Like? 19. What do you like most about that kind of Music? 20. Do you Like BDSM? 21. Explain what it means to you, how you FEEL about it? 22. What is your Religious background, what do you believe now? 23. Where are you from? What is your Ethnic background? 24. Do you have at least a High School Education? 25. How do you feel about Working out and Exercising? 26. How would you best describe your Sexual Orientation? 27. What is YOUR Fetish? 28. Describe how I could Turn you on? 29. Describe what are your Key things that you like to hear a Guy tell you? 30. Do you have any Problems with having an Elaborate Sex Ritual, or does that kind of extensive planning turn you off? 31. Have you ever used Knives during Sex? 32. Name some things that Turn you on. 33. Name some things that Turn you off. 34. What is your Astrological Star Sign? 35.Do you know what your Chinese Astrological sign is? 36. What Year were you Born? 37. What do you enjoy more, BDSM, or Sexual Intercourse? CONGRATULATIONS! YOU MADE IT PAST THE HARD PART! Now Let's get to the GOOD Stuff about me Shall we? You should feel very Honored to make it to THIS part, because it shows what kind of person you really are, to have enough Compassion and Understanding to read through all of the things I said above, and YOU STILL WANT TO KNOW ME? Oh Baby! You are Going to be SO GOOD for me if you still want me after all that! e-mail me at:the_webninja@yahoo.com Thank You!
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