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Passions are things you really care about in Life, Passions are what makes Life worth Living. It is not just how you feel about Sex, or your Favorite things in Life but Passions have a lot to do with how you enjoy spending your time. Those things that really make life something meaningful.
Some times it can be something Simple, like a really good cup of Coffee. So now I will try to tell you some of My Passions in Life okay? Really Beautiful Asian Women, because they make me Feel SO Good just to Look at them. I Love their Nice Silky Smooth Skin, and their Long Silky Hair, and their bodies are proportioned PERFECTLY! And they have nice Cute faces and Sexy little Mousey Voices, Ohh Baby I can't get enough! Really Beautiful Latina Women have the Same affect on me, I love their Sexy Accents, and I love to hear a Latina girl talking Sexy in Spanish when I make love to her, Ohh, talk about lighting my fire! And their eyes are so seductive and Sexy, I feel like they are such Warm and Caring people, and I really get turned on by that! I Love their Sexy Brown Skin, it just makes me Crazy! I Love Pilipina Girls because they are a Mix between Latina and Asian, so you get the Best of Both worlds with Pilipina Girls! You get the nice Warm Spanish Culture, Mixed with the Asian Style and Class. It is a Very NICE Mix! I must like them, I Married Two of them in my Life already. But now my Favorites are Thai Girls, because they have nice Brown Skin like Latina and Pilipina Girls, but Thai Girls are more Asian than Pilipina Girls, which is nice, I like Asian Style very much. The thing I don't like about Latina and Pilipina Girls is they are usually Christian or Catholic, and I really do not like those Religions. Thai Girls are Buddhist, and I was a Buddhist for more than 10 years, so I can relate to them much better. I feel like I don't have to even TRY to be Compatible with Thai Girls, I just AM Compatible with them. And it feels really really Nice, it Feels like Home when I am in Thailand. That is the best way I can describe it. I don't feel out of place anymore when I am in Thailand. I feel like I am home. I feel out of place in the US because no one understands me, and no one WANTS to understand me. Because most people in the US are Christians who just want to call everything Evil, and they think of me as Evil too. So this is why I like Thai women the Best. Because for a moment in time, in the arms of a Thai woman I felt like finally someone understood me completely. And when I am in Thailand I feel like I have been Lost my whole life, and I finally found my way home. That is exactly how it feels to me. So I guess you could say that not only are Thai Women my Passion now, but also the Country of Thailand has won my Heart as well. I served 7 ½ years in the US Airforce, honorably, and after I got out of the Military Service, I was not even given a decent Job. Instead I was given Jobs that no one else wanted or people with no training or experience at all could perform. I was given no respect or appreciation for my Military Service, and I was told I should not expect any. I had Given the Best years of my life to my Country, and in exchange for that I received nothing. Instead I have been Harassed and Tormented by my Government in the same manner they Tormented Abbey Hoffman many years ago. But the Difference is I Served my Country, then all they want to do for me now is try to destroy me. I have been Denied Jobs, and even when I find Work I am Fired for mistakes they make up, that I am not even Responsible for. I took a Job as a Dishwasher, and I was fired because THEY misspelled my name wrong on my Check. When I had to ask them 3 times to change it, they fired me for insubordination just for asking them to spell my name right on my paycheck. These are the kinds of things I have to put up with. But that is only ONE small example of my Torment. There have been hundreds of others. Just think about this: I have 71/2 years of Honorable Military experience, and many different Skills and Abilities that would allow me to perform many different Jobs with proficiency, yet, at this moment I am unable to get a Job here in the US. Now, would you like to have a discussion about how Patriotic the people in the US really are? So it is no wonder, why when I went to Thailand, and finally felt understood and Accepted, and I got a Sense of REAL FREEDOM I never experienced in the US, is it any wonder why I would want to Give up my US Citizenship to become a Citizen of Thailand? I would do it in a Heart Beat because I feel like Thailand is my Home, and I do not feel like the US is my Home. I feel betrayed by my own Country, but in a way, I feel like it is a good thing, because if it had not happened like this, then I would never know what REAL FREEDOM is. The REAL Freedom they offer in Thailand is far greater than the False Hopes they offer in the United States. And if I am accepted into Thailand as a Thai Citizen, I will use every bit of my Abilities to try to make Thailand Strong. I will use every bit of knowledge I have, I will freely share what I know to help every one I can, and I will dedicate my life to making a real positive difference in Thailand. So yes, I am Passionate about Thailand, Thai Girls, and Thai people. I Love them with all my heart, and with good reason. In the US I am nobody, in Thailand I am SUA! I am Passionate about Music, especially Thai Style Dance Music, and Euro-pop, and Trance. I am presently working on the Keyboards every night banging out Dance Music and figuring out what to Record and what to skip. Then I will Burn some CDs. I also play Electric Guitar, I can play Classical Guitar but I get bored really quick playing Classical Guitar. I still play Electric Guitar but not as much as I used to. I used to think I was going to be a Rock Star Playing Guitar some day, but now, I look at my Guitar Skills as something that can add some Frills to my Dance Music when I start Recording. I really don't think that Serious about my Guitar anymore, I am more Passionate about playing Keyboards now. It is really kinda weird, I beat my head against the wall learning how to play Guitar for more than 10 years, then I sit down with a Set of Keyboards and it feels like I am Possessed! My fingers just FLY on the Keyboards, and I am having WAY more fun than Playing Guitar. I guess some times all it takes is a change of instrument to make things feel fresh and new again. I'm Lovin it! I am also Passionate about Photography, but I don't think of it in the same terms as most people who are into Photography do. It seems to me that most people who are into Photography are obsessed with their Equipment, I see them even posing Models in front of their Equipment. I'm thinking to myself "Ooo Sexy equipment you got there buddy." I am more into the Models than the Equipment. Some Photographers are obsessed with Backgrounds, it's like a contest to see who can make to coolest looking Background. Well, I can at least understand that, but, I don't really have any Passion for the Backgrounds. My thing is the Models. I Worship them! And I like to spend more time tweaking every detail to make them look absolutely FANTASTIC! That is MY Passion in Photography. Cause my favorite Moment is when the model sees the Pic for the First time, and the Look on her face is my Judgement. I am focused in on her reaction to that Pic. Because to me, her reaction is what I am doing it all for. That's how I feel about it. That one moment in time, when I get to see an honest reaction to my work. That's how I know if I got it right or not. And when I see their face light up, and smile like they are surprised, then I know I did it right. I am Passionate about Computers too, they are my Little Robot Friends. J I spend hours and hours playing with Computers, because there are so many things you can do with them, that I never run out of things to do with them. I write my Books on Computer, I Scan and Manipulate Images on my Computer, I make Slide Shows and Screen Savers, I Design Web Sites, I post my opinions on Bulletin Boards, and Write important people to discuss important problems in the world and possible Solutions. I Record Music on My Computer, and Burn CDs, of Music and Videos that I make, I make Video e-mails, or educational programs, research information on virtually ANYTHING, do Video Chat, I listen to Radio stations or Watch Music Videos in a half a dozen different Languages, there is just so much to do with a Computer, that I usually run out of time, before I run out of things to do with them. They are a good thing to have when you don't have a Girl Friend. It can keep your mind off of being Lonely for a while. I like Radios, Scanners, and all kinds of VHF,UHF, and Ham type Radios. I am into radio Communications of all kinds. I like Understanding how they all work, and the new technology that keeps things Secure, as well as efficient. I like Electronics also, but I run on and off a lot with electronics. I will study it for a while, then forget about it for a few Months, then go back to it for a while, then forget about it for a while. That's the way it goes for me with electronics. I guess it is just something I like to play around with more as a Hobby. I guess you could say I am Passionate about Religion and Philosophy, but I don't like the idea of being a fanatic about Religion. I am not like that. Yeah, I wrote my Own Religion, but I am not the kind of guy who is going to go running around insisting that everyone BELIEVE the way I do. Because part of what I believe is that it is more important for people to have the freedom to make up their own minds about what to believe in. So while I am passionate about Religion and Philosophy, I am Passionate about it because it is interesting to me, it sparks my intuitive nature, makes me THINK, and I like that. But I am not going to insist that everyone must believe that way I do. I'm not like that. I have occasionally got into casual discussions with people about Religion that have lasted for as long as 5 hours straight one time! So those kind of Discussions I like, but I don't like Debates. I have Debated many Christians many many times, I have Debated the toughest most learned Christians in the heart of the Bible belt in Alabama, and I WON. But the experience was not something I enjoyed, because doing something like that winds up destroying the other person's faith. And that is not something I want to be remembered for. To understand my position against the Christians, you should understand that it is not the Christian Religion I am fighting against, it is the PEOPLE who Twist the Religion around to try to Control and Dominate others. The Christians who refuse to allow others to believe in different Religions- Those are my enemies. I Ultimately am fighting for FREEDOM of all people in this World. That is my battle in reference to Religion. I guess the next most Passionate thing I can think of is LOVE. I am very Passionate about LOVE. Because many people don't even Believe in Love. Some have never even Experienced it even one time in their lives. And some tragically live their whole lives never experiencing Love even once in their entire life. This to me is one of the Greatest tragedies of human existence. And I would like to do what ever I can while I am here to make people believe and understand that Love is Real, that it DOES exist, that it is one of the Greatest things on this earth, and each one of us should do what ever we can to promote Love. Because all around us, in every city, in every country around the world there millions of people who Hate and Destroy lives, some times without even thinking twice about it. But the people who try to Promote Love are Rare. And if you look very Closely at the Chemical and Biological reactions Surrounding acts of Love, you will begin to see that it is Contagious. Love will Spread, if you Give Love, if you Think Positive, if you encourage others, you will begin to see your environments change drastically. You can literally Change the World with Love. Or Utterly Destroy it with Hate. And the Choice is completely up to you. Every moment in time, every Thought Word, and Deed, makes a Difference. Everything Matters, Every Thought and Action has Reactions, if you promote Positive Thoughts, the Reactions will be Positive as well, and these will cause Positive Chain Reactions with others in the surrounding areas. Soon the entire environment will change. But if you accept the ways of Christians who use Fear, Guilt, Hatred and Contempt of all others, these are all negative emotions that will only create Chaos and Disorder, and eventually destroy the world. Because Hatred Breeds Hatred, Violence Breeds Violence 10 fold. So the Battle between Good and Evil is fought within each individuals own mind, every Moment of every day. For every one mind that Chooses Good over evil, 10 more will Follow.
And Last but not least, I guess you could say I am Passionate about BDSM. I have been letting Women Chain me down and Whip me for the last 20 years or so, so I guess you could say I enjoy it. Otherwise I wouldn't keep doing it. But to me, BDSM means Love, it is an Expression of Love and Devotion. Now I'm sure the Republican Doctor Phil types are not going to agree with me. But let us keep in mind that "Doctor Phil" isn't even a Real Doctor, it is only an Honorary Title. So these kind of people don't know everything, Especially when they are talking about shit they have never even tried before okay? "Doctor Phil" probably hasn't even tried Oral Sex. If you asked him what it meant he would probably think it meant listening to Oral Roberts. So don't listen to self appointed know it all's who really don't know shit about what they are talking about. BDSM is an Expression of Love and Devotion because the Submissive Surrenders willingly and Suffers to express their Love and Devotion in the same way that Christians believe that Jesus Suffered on the Cross for their Sins. The Domina is showing Her Love and Devotion by Torturing the Sacrifice, which is a way of Reciprocating the Love that the Sacrifice is Expressing to her. But more importantly the Domina is showing her Love through an Action of UNDERSTANDING. So it is actually the Domina is showing Compassion and Understanding for the feelings and emotions of the Sacrifice. Understanding the thoughts and emotions that the Sacrifice is experiencing, and understanding how these thoughts and emotions are communicating Love between them. This is not really something that can be Taught, it must be experienced in order to understand it completely. You can listen to someone talk about it all day and night, and if you have never experienced it you might still be thinking "Huh?" To allow someone to Chain you down involves emotions of Trust and Devotion. These emotions are not present unless there is some element of LOVE involved. So the Act of Surrendering to the Domina is an Expression of Love. The Suffering is an Expression of Love in the same way that Human suffering of a Soldier in a War might be and expression of Love of Country. Only in BDSM the Sacrifice is suffering for Love of the Domina. To express how sincere their Love is. Many Buddhist Students of long ago used to Burn their arms with Candles to show sincere respect and devotion to their Teachers. This is the same concept. It is not something New, it is an instinctive idea carried down throughout time. Suffering equals Love when a Woman has a Baby, or allows a Man to make love to her for the first time. These are other examples. I am writing a Book about all of this, to fend off all the Christian Republicans from trying to Oppress this activity as well as everything else they are trying to oppress.
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