I wanted to explain myself to you. Being that it has been a little difficult to communicate with you, I am left with no other choice but to use the only method of Communication I have left- The Web.

First of all, I just realized just a few weeks ago that you actually came to see me at the Hotel. It took me a long time to actually remember what happened, and understand that it was actually YOU that night. I'm Sorry. I didn't know it was you, and you never told me who you were. I am sorry for the way things turned out that night, but I want you to know, that at that time I really did not know it was you, and I really was sold out of rooms on that night. If you had placed a Reservation, then you would have gotten a Room for sure. If you would have told me it was YOU that night, I would have done anything for you. Although I did not have the room type you wanted I would have taken you home with me the next morning if you wanted. I know you didn't believe that I was sold out, but I really was. I was not trying to be mean to you.

Now let me explain how I feel about you:

WHY DO I LOVE YOU?

#1 Because you are an Aries-This means you have the personality characteristics I like most.

#2 Because you are Thai, ( I Love Thai Culture, so you being Thai attracts me)

#3 I Love you because you are into the Arts, Acting, Modeling, I am a Photographer, Musician, and I also have an interest in Film, I made one documentary Movie already, so I find you attracting because of this. I do not care if you are Famous or not, or I don't care if you have any money or not.

Actually I would prefer it if you were NOT famous. I would have a lot less to worry about. :) But I am happy if you are Successful at what you Love to do. I was NOT successful at what I wanted to do, so I understand how precious success can be, and I would not stand in the way of your career.

#4 I Love you because you are Beautiful. I Love your Hair, Your Eyes, Your cute Nose, your sexy Mouth, I love your Body, I like that you are skinny, but I would love you just as much if you got a little fat. :)

#5 I Love you because I really believe we could be good together, I know your personality, I know my personality, and I really think we can work well together in the long run, ...I believe in US.

But most of all, I Love you because of a FEELING, a FEELING I get when I Look at you, you make me feel like HOME. That is a Feeling I don't feel very often, and I have never felt that kind of a Feeling with any other Woman in the World. So when I look at you, I do not see a Stranger, I see My Wife, I see the Mother of my Children, I see HOME in your Eyes.

I Believe that Love is the most important thing in the whole world, and so that makes YOU the most important person in the Whole world to me.

HERE'S A VIDEO LINK TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU

WHY YOU SHOULD LOVE ME

#1 Because I am a Good Man, I am not some Yo MTV Gangsta Wanna be, or Wanna Be "Thug" who glamorizes things which should not be Glamorized, I am Practical and Honest, Realistic, and Semi-Morally Righteous. I Don't do Drugs, I don't Gamble, I don't steal or con or try to rip people off. I am a Good Guy, not a Bad Guy.

#2 I will make a Good Husband, and a Good Father. I am a Hard Worker, I am skilled at many things, so I can Teach our Children many things, as well as take care of you better than anyone else. I have what it takes to be good enough for you. To take care of You and your Children. I am a Martial Artist, a Cook, a Survivor, a Farmer, a Scientist, a Mechanic and a Technician, I can give you and our Children a good life. No matter where we live or what the economic circumstances.

#3 Because you know my Heart is True, if there is one thing you can be sure of it is that I Truly Love you. I think you have seen enough from me, to know there is no Doubt about my Love and Loyalty to you. And I think that is a Pretty good reason to Love someone.

#4 I think you Love me because I can Make you Happy, and we all want to be Happy in life. I Understand how you feel, so because of this, it makes it very easy for me to Make you Happy. And I think Happiness is important in Life, especially if you are thinking about being with someone for the rest of your Life.

Now we are entering a New Era in this World, and many are not sure we will survive the next Year. So this is why I feel it is so important that I get this Message To you. Because what I am saying is, if the World is really coming to an End, I would really like to spend the last moments of my Life with You. Out of all the people in this Whole World, YOU are the one I have chosen to be with til the end.

I apologize for being so direct in the past, I needed to get your attention. I think in the time you have known me, I have done a little more than just got your attention. I do not want you to fear me in anyway, I would never ever hurt you.

I want to be together with you, that is my honest feelings, and that you know already. What you don't know is I respect you more than my own Life. In that, IF you decide that you really do not want me, and there is no way in this world you would ever consider giving me a chance at a relationship with you. I will honor your request if you ask me to let you go and forget about you. But I would at least like the opportunity to talk to you about it.

I am planning on Sailing the Pacific in a few more Months, (Currently I am thinking December 2012, maybe around the last week of December if the world doesn't end by then) I am preparing my Boat Painting it and getting ready for the trip now.

I will be in the Desert Mountains near Barrett Lake, near Tecate working on my Boat now, painting it and getting it ready for the Trip, you are welcome to come visit me out there anytime.

I very Much would like you to come with me, and Sail Away with me together to an Island Paradise where we can relax and enjoy whatever the future may hold for us.

But if you don't like that idea, I would sell my boat and go anywhere you wanted to go, as long as I am with you, that's all that matters.

And if the World does not end in the next year I will bring you back to Civilization so you can resume your Movie or Directing Career if you want. But for the end of this year, and the beginning of the Next, I would really like to take you on a Sailing Trip across the Pacific.

If you choose not to come with me, then you will no longer have to worry about me bothering you, because I will be out in the middle of the Ocean, so there would be no way I could bother you anymore. And there IS always the possibility that I might even die out there, then you really would not have to worry about me anymore. :)

I Believe that we could be really happy together. The reason I say this is because we are both Aries, which means we both think the same about many different things. Most often in Life, Opposites Attract, and Like Forces Repel, which is why your initial instinct towards me is to Reject me, because this is the Law of Attraction at work. However, I have studied this intensely and I can tell you that IF you use your Mind and THINK Logically about it, what you will come to realize is, in all the Relationships you have had you were never really Satisfied. This is primarily because most other Star Signs cannot or will not try to Understand you. Often you will feel disrespected or un-appreciated. But IF you are Smart enough to get with an Aries, only and Aries can understand another Aries. With Understanding, comes LOVE. Mis-Understanding leads to Hate. So with ME, you can actually experience Love beyond your wildest imagination! And THAT is what I am offering you that is greater than any other relationship you have ever had. I am offering you TRUE LOVE babe. And I believe that THAT is worth a Try. Don't you think?

What would life with me be like?

We would enjoy many of the same kinds of Music Naturally because we are both ARIES.
We would enjoy many of the same things in life, places we like to go we would both enjoy the moment equally. With someone else, they may not have the same values as we do, therefore they would not enjoy the same things in the same way that we do.

Being with me, would be like you are in love with yourself. That is how it will feel. Strange at first, yet completely intoxicating after you get used to it.

Imagine you Cloned yourself, only you made a Guy, then fell in love with him. That is how it will feel with me. We will like the same kinds of Foods, Music, Places, Smells, everything we do will harmonize with each other and complement each other. That's what it will be like.

It might be hard for you to believe, but if you read through my website you will see how many ways we think a like.

This is why I Love you, because I know how beautiful True Love can be. How intensely Passionate it would be. And that is what we crave, that intense Passion, and Sincerity, that most others can never seem to give us. It always seems like you Love the other person more than they Love you. With Me, that will not be true, FINALLY you will have someone who will make you feel Loved just as much as you Love them. Can you imagine what that might be like?

Don't you think that is worth a Try?

All I am asking is for you to just Try it for a while, Try ME. If after we Sail the pacific, if you don't love me after a few months I will take you to Thailand, and you can go, and I won't bother you anymore. But if we Fall in Love together, and it really IS as good as I am trying to tell you it will be, then what we will have, we will have for as long as we live. Isn't THAT what you have been searching for?

Same here, that's all I want is True Love. And I believe I can find it in your Heart.

So please give me a Chance, at least talk to me before I set sail.

It is going to make me feel extremely lonely and heartbroken if I have to Sail away without you, especially if you never talk to me. What if I die out at Sea? Are you going to feel okay about never having the chance to talk to me ever again? Can you just forget about me like that? I don't really think you can. I think you have got to know me enough, that even though you don't talk to me much, you still know I AM important to your life on some level. And THAT's why you need to call me and talk to me. Or come to see me, you know where I am.

I will only be working at the Hotel until July 5th, after that I am going to be out in the desert working on the Boat.

I will be cool to you, I promise, I am not going to act weird. I understand you are a little Shy, I am an ARIES, I understand how you think, and how you feel. I will be nice, I will act nice, I will respect you. I would want a Hug if I see you, but I will ask you first.

So please don't be afraid to contact me or come see me. I am waiting each and everyday hoping to hear from you. And I know, that you KNOW this. You KNOW I am waiting for you. So please don't keep me waiting too long.

I Love you Napakpapha, and I know you know this, and I hope you understand why now.

Thanks for reading this,

Love Always,

Mark*

(USA) 1-619-204-0564 (My Cell Call between 9am to 3pm Nights I am in Mexico and my Cell Phone doesn't work in Mexico.)

(I am no longer working at the Hotel)

E-MAIL: the_webninja@yahoo.com

OR you can E-Mail: the1dreamcatcher@gmail.com (This is a better e-mail to use)

I will start working on the Boat in the Desert near Tecate Mexico. Barrett Smith Road near Barrett Junction. Find it. You can always come out there to see me I am usually there 9am to 3pm week days or e-mail me. :)

In Tecate Mexico, I live across the Street from D'Volada Coffee Shop in Downtown Tecate, in Apartment number 4, come knock on my door and yell my name, I will come out. I Love you.