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My Intentions are to find a Girl who can Understand and Accept me for who I really am,
Without having to conform to any particular Moral Standards, and I can just be myself.
After I find you, and we Meet, I and get to know each other, I would like to get Serious with a Girl, I mean REALLY Serious. I want a Girl who is Ready for a Family or Fantasizes about Torturing me and Killing me. One or the other. Because I really believe in the Right to Die, and I really DO want to be Killed by a Woman as she makes Love to me. And I want to be Killed before I am a Shriveled up old man, so I can still excite the Woman who Kills me. But at the same time I really have a Sincere Desire to have at least one Child before I die. Now I am willing to Make love to Lesbian Girls or Bi-Sexual Girls who just want to have Children before I am Killed, then I could have a Girl Kill me after, Or I would rather the Woman who Kills me, actually LOVE ME enough to think I deserve to have a Baby with HER, before she Kills me. In this way the Ritual of Sacrifice will be more meaningful, it will be about Love in every way. So She would make herself Pregnant before she Kills me. Proving that the Ritual is a
bout Love. That is really what I am looking for. But the concept seems so outrageous to most Women that, many of them would never consider killing me, and many Women would instead think of me as being pretty crazy for even thinking about it. But I look at it like this; I have studied Life and Death, and Religion and Philosophy long enough to know what I feel is right for me. This is not some rash illogical decision that I just dreamed up one day. I have spent many many hours researching and reading and thinking and writing about this subject. So believe me when I tell you I know what I want. But if I met a Girl such as a really Understanding Leo Domina, who would really enjoy Torturing me at least once a week, and she really wanted me to Live to stay around and take care of the Kids with her, and have a good happy family life together. I think I could do that. I think a Woman like that could talk me into it. Say for example a Girl like Jennifer Lopez. I would go either way for a Woman like her, I would be willing to Die for her, or I would be willing to Live for her, what ever she wanted me to do. So using that as an example you can see how I feel. The LOVE is what is most important to me. There has to be LOVE in the Relationship either way. So my greatest intention is to find a Woman to completely fall head over heels in Love with. That's my first intention. What ever you want to do with me after that is pretty much YOUR Choice, not mine. That's the way I feel about it. I need the LOVE, and PASSION. That's what I need. And I am willing to give YOU what ever it is YOU need in the Relationship as well. What ever it takes I will try to make you happy.
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