IF YOU AREN'T FEMALE, GET LOST! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OKAY? I will try to define my Dream Girl in Bullet Statements first, then I will elaborate on my definitions a little more. My Dream Girl is: Either and Aries, Leo, Sagittarius, or Virgo Astrological Star Sign, Between the Ages of 18 and 35 years old, Would be either Thai, Pilipina, Japanese, Latina, Korean, or Chinese, or other Asian or Indian, or Mix of any of those kinds. (I'll explain why later.) Would be either a Professional Model, Actress, Porn Star, Dancer, Prostitute, Pro Domina, Veterinarian, Doctor, Nurse, or EMT, or a Scientist of some kind. Would be either a Buddhist, or Practice the New Religion of Kali, Hindu, Mayan, Wicca or some other form of Witchcraft, Voo Doo Priestess, into Egyptian Magic, or Tribal Religions, but NOT Christian OR Muslim!! Would be a Die Hard Liberal, or a Democrat, maybe even a Pot Smokin Drug addict, but NOT Republican! I would rather date a Communist or a Socialist than a Republican any day of the week! What I Am Looking for I NEED a Woman who is Sexually Sadistic, a Switch, or can Understand the world of BDSM. Should be Extremely Beautiful Model, Actress, Dancer, Music Artist, or Domina, Preferably with Long Hair, Slim Body, preferably with Breasts about the Size of a Grapefruit cut in half, or a little Smaller is ok too, and fresh looking Nipples with no Scars on Nipples or Breasts. I Need a Woman who can Give me LOVE, Understanding, Acceptance, as She Tortures me. My Dream Girl would have a Nice Sweet Personality; She would be a Happy Person, who likes going Dancing, and to the Movies, and Restaurants, as well as outings to the Beach some times. My Dream Girl would enjoy Dressing Sexy, wearing Chokers, and Deep V cut outfits. You should ENJOY Sex, and think of Sex as something worth Celebrating. You should like the Beach, and want to Live on the Beach in some Tropical Place. You should Like High Energy Dance, Trance, Euro-pop, Dance Music, and maybe Rock. You should NOT like Rap, Country, Jazz, or Classical too much. You should HATE Sports, except for Auto and Motorcycle Racing, and Martial Arts. (Cause Jocks are Assholes, and I don't support a bunch of assholes playing GAMES.) You should Be Buddhist, Hindu, Kali, Wicca, Tribal or Voo Doo religions, BUT NOT Christian or Muslim! You should Value LOVE more than Money, more than Job. You should not have any Children, but you should WANT Children. You should not Smoke or only Smoke one or two Cigarettes a day at the most. You should like to Drink Coffee and Caffeine Drinks because I do. You should not be afraid to have an alcoholic beverage with me once in a while. You should believe in the use of Birth Control devices, such as condoms or a Diaphragm. You should be Pro Choice in the abortion issue. You should believe that FREEDOM is greater than Oppression and understand the difference. You should believe that KNOWLEDGE and SCIENCE is Better than Ignorance, and understand WHY. You should believe that Compassion and Understanding is greater than Hatred and Contempt. You should believe in the Right to Die, or be willing to Kill someone you Love if they Asked you to do it, and Believe that what you are doing is Right. Or in short, Believe that Love is Worth Dying for and Killing For. That is how Strongly you should feel about LOVE. You should not be Racist against any Race, or Hate anyone because of his or her Race. You should not have any large Tattoos, because it shows you Respect yourself if you have no Tattoos. I don't draw all over the walls in my house, I don't dent and carve things in the hood of my car, and I don't want raggedy ass looking ink drawings on my Goddess. Understand? Women are my Objects of Worship, to deface the Body of a woman is like defacing my object of Worship. If you don't care what I think, then I have no use for you in my life. I don't care if you have had problems in your Past, it is not an issue with me. Some guys make a big deal about a person's "Baggage" but people who think like this are usually the people who have the most problems. It doesn't bother me what has happened to you in the past or how screwed up you might THINK you are. The only thing I worry about is if you had problems associated with Sex. Because THEN it would be an issue for me. But if your Father Molested you and you turned into a Prostitute because of it. I am not worried about that as long as you do not have any problems associated with Sex. The more wild and crazy you are with Sex the more I'm lovin it, I don't care WHY you are wild and crazy with Sex, I am just happy I can share in your life. I don't care if you are sacrificing Live Chickens and rubbing the Blood all over you as you Masturbate, I would Love it, it would be just fine with me. As long as you can talk care of me Sexually, then I will understand any little things you might like to do. Even if you think you might be a little Crazy, I am not going to mind as long as you are into the stuff I already talked about with Sex. I don't mind little flaws, if you think you might be not too smart, that's okay too, if you think you are a Geek, HEY that's COOL to me! :) If you think you are weird, I am into it with you! If you are all Gothed out, that's cool too, if you like to have Sex with Snakes, I can live with that, if you cut or burn yourself sometimes, I don't mind, as long as you aren't too scared up. I might even cut or burn you myself if you wanted. :) See I am a really flexible and understanding guy actually, but then I am looking for a Girl who is willing to Kill me during Sex, so I guess YOU would have to be understanding too right? PLUSES!! It's a Major Plus for me if you have Naturally Brown Skin, such as Thai, Pilipina, Latina, Brazilian, Indian, Middle Eastern, or other Asian girls with Brown Skin really Turn me on, as well as Mixed Race girls who have Naturally Brown skin. It is just something that really gets me going naturally. So if you have Brown Skin, I'm Lovin it! It is a PLUS for me if you are 16 to 28 years old. If you are older than that, it's no problem, I am still interested in you, but a girl who is 16 to 28 really gets me fired up horny just because she is young. If you are an Actress, Model, Dancer, Domina, Prostitute, or Porn Star, it is a Major Plus with me. Many Guys might look down on these Career fields, but I VALUE these people very highly. I feel these kind of people are more understanding than most any other type of person in the world, and Understanding, and Compassion is one of my most admired qualities. If you Own your Own Whips and Chains, and things to Chain me down and Torture me with, this is REALLY a MAJOR PLUS with me! Because it shows you sincerely enjoy the same things I do. And that is what I am looking for, someone who can understand me, and give me what I Need. It is a Major Plus with me if you are a Lesbian, or Bi Sexual. Because I get really turned on by watching Two Women Make Love. It is something that is instinctive within me. I feel I could have a very Satisfying Relationship if I was the only Guy living with two Beautiful Lesbian Girls, and they would both Whip me and use me like a Toy, and keep me around for when they decided to have Children, then they would just use me for my Sperm. They would both Love me, but in a different way than they Love each other. And we would have an agreement between all 3 of us, that in the event that one of the Girls Fell in Love with me, we would not break up the 3 way Relationship. We would all stay together keeping each other happy as much as we can. That would be my Dream Relationship. I realized this when I once went out with Two Girls at the Same time. I never felt more satisfied in my whole life. And when one of the Girls got mad and didn't want to talk to me, I always had the other girl to keep me Company, and she would pull the other girl back into the Relationship again. It worked very well for me. We all slept in the same bed, and were very happy together. I Slept in the middle between them after they had Sex together, and we all would Cuddle each other. It was SO COOL! I miss it very much. The only thing I would have to say about this is that in this type of Relationship, both girls must be Slim and Beautiful like Models. I don't want a Relationship with a Girl that looks like a Football Player. Know what I mean? But if you are Bi Sexual, that is good too, I would always let you go with any Girls you want to, and I would never feel Jealous about it, as long as you let me watch or lay next to you once in a while when you have Sex with her. I like the idea of being in the Same bed with you, even if you don't even touch me, I like the Closeness of appreciating the beauty of Girl on Girl Sex. I would be totally content just to be able to masturbate in the Bed next to you without interfering at all, just watching you. To try to describe how I feel about Watching two girls have Sex, it is a feeling of AWE of Beauty that feels SO Strong it makes me horny. And I don't feel like I watch to interfere, it is like So Beautiful like watching the Stillness of water on a Pond and I don't want to mess with it. It feels almost like something Spiritual to watch. That's how it feels to me. I feel like I have nothing but complete reverence and respect for the act when I witness it. Almost like I don't even want to Breathe because I am afraid of disturbing the Beauty of it all. If I had the Choice I would actually prefer a Relationship with Two bi-sexual girls living together with me. I would feel more comfortable about a relationship like that than a regular one guy-one girl relationship. That's just the way I feel. My idea of "Home" means Two Women in the house with me, and I get to make love to both of them sometimes, and other times they would make love with each other. That feels more right to me. I have to be Honest here, so that's how I really feel. I am still interested in you even if you are not a lesbian or bi-sexual, but just in case you ARE, I wanted you to know how I felt about it. My Dream Girl SEXUAL FANTASY OUTLINE My Dream Girl would be just as excited about Chaining me down and Whipping me, as I am about being Whipped, maybe even MORE excited than ME! She would understand and ACCEPT that This is what we do for Fun, and to Prove our Love for each other. This is our THING, the Thing we enjoy doing more than anything else in the World. My Dream Girl would talk with me for HOURS about what she wants to do to me. My Dream Girl would enjoy taking me by Force and Chaining me down and Torturing me. She would love it so much many times she would just Surprise me by Jabbing me in the Arm or the Butt with an Injection of Tranquilizer then she would Drag me to the Torture table and Chain me up and Wait for me to Wake up before she would Torture me. My Dream Girl would think about Killing me with the Knife all the time, every time she Chains me up, she can barely keep from killing me because she really wants to Kill me so much. She would already accept that some day she will really Kill me, but for now she just Enjoys Torturing me because she knows once she Kills me, she can not Torture me anymore. But she is Romantic, as we watch the Sun Set and Kiss she will talk casually with me about Chaining me down and Whipping me. She might say something like " I really Loved it the last time, I loved it when you Scream and Struggled so much, but this time I think I want to Slow down and make it last all night, maybe 6 to 8 hours something like that." My Dream Girls really LOVES to Torture me that's why. It's not something she does to Please ME it is something she Does to Please Herself! My Dream Girl would rather Torture me and masturbate herself than make love. That is how much she Likes it! I am Dreaming of a Woman who will like to Whip me so much she can hardly control herself. I want to have a written agreement for our Relationship so My Dream Girl can Take me by Force when ever she wants to. I want this as part of our Relationship because I know it will make her feel more Sadistic, and I WANT her to feel more Sadistic. I Like this kind of life because I like the Rush of fear that I will experience when I am taken like this. I want to Nurture and satisfy her Sadistic emotions, and make them grow. I never want to do anything to stop her from Feeling Sadistic Sexually. I LIKE the Feeling of being Over my head in Trouble. And that is how I feel when I am Taken by Force, it's like "OH SHIT!" And that feels really Good to me, like going over the hill in a Roller Coaster Ride! It's Scary but Fun too! I Really and Truly BELIEVE in Human Sacrifice, I Believe it is Right, I believe it is Instinctive, I believe it is the most Sincere form of Worship and the Greatest Expression of Love and Devotion. I Believe in Human Sacrifice because I AM a Human Sacrifice. My Greatest Dream, My Purpose, My most Sincere Desire, is ONLY to be Sacrificed. I am here for one reason and one reason only, that is to Suffer as an Offering to the Goddess Kali. My Dream Girl understands all of this, almost without me having to explain it to her, and She would accept me as I am AS a Human Sacrifice. She would not try to make me her Husband, she would Nurture me to be MORE Submissive, she would Nurture me to Accept my Fate as a Human Sacrifice, even if she was not ready to kill me herself, she would try her best to find a Woman who WOULD Kill me, and always talk about it with me to encourage me to prepare for the night when I will be Sacrificed. She would Work with me in each Ritual to help me Prepare for the Ritual when I will be Sacrificed, because she KNOWS it will happen, that WILL be my End some night. So she will Nurture me caringly by Saying " Don't worry babe, one of these nights we're gonna Sacrifice you and Kill you, but I want to make a Video of it okay?" " You are SO Lucky to be Born a Sacrifice you know that? You are going to Die a really beautiful Death when we Sacrifice you, do you know that?" "I know you might be afraid, but you know you really DO need to be Sacrificed and Killed soon, we don't want you getting too old you know, we want your Meat to still taste fresh when we kill you don't we?" The thing I dream about most with my Dream Girl, is all my life I have been misunderstood, outcast, rejected, by SO MANY Women, but in my Dreams My Dream Girl LOVES me and ACCEPTS me for who I am, she ENJOYS the Fact that I want her to Kill me, she doesn't try to Change me, she is Comfortable with the Idea. She understands that THAT is how I want to Die. She is Comfortable talking about it with me, in a Positive way. Every time I start to Talk about the Future or make Long Term plans, she will very Caringly stop me and shake her head no, then Kiss me and say, " No my Love, we are going to do some thing very soon, which is much more important than that, you should keep your mind on your Destiny, because you don't have much time left." My Dream girl looks at me Like I am a Child. But she understands that HER JOB is to make sure I get Sacrificed and Killed no matter what. Because she understands how important it really is. Not only to HER, and to ME, but Spiritually for the Sake of all the Beautiful Women in the World, she understands that for this reason, there is NO WAY she can allow me to Live and she does everything she Can to Nurture me to the Final Ritual when I will be Killed. She understands that THAT is her Mission in life. I hope you will try to be my Dream girl, that's why I am writing this, to give you an good idea of what really turns me on. Being my Dream Girl means you NEVER have to Say you are Sorry for Whipping and Torturing me. I really WANT you to be HARD CORE with me, when it comes to the Rituals. What I mean by that is, you UNDERSTAND what I need, and you really Get into giving it to me. You Pull the Chains Tight REAL HARD! Or you Crank the Cranks Slow but you make sure you don't stop until I Moan like it's too tight for me. THEN you stop. When ever you buckle the Straps down on me, you do it HARD almost like you are MAD at me. Not because I want you to be Mad at me, but because I really NEED to feel your Sadistic Passion. I want you to KNOW that you have to PUSH my Limits a little farther each time, so every Ritual will be MORE than I can handle. When you see that I can't handle it, you should never stop. My Dream girl would understand that THAT MOMENT is the most important moment in the entire Ritual. So she would not stop, she would Compassionately pet my Head, and Caringly treat me nice kiss the side of my Face but Whip me as hard as she can! When I say things like "I really want you to Kill me." My Dream Girl would not be afraid of this, she would feel excited about it, and reply with something like " Be Careful what you wish for little Man, you might Get it!" If you read through all of this and you feel like you ARE the Girl I am looking for, Please don't waste any time, e-mail me or Call me okay? Nothing is going to change in your life unless YOU DO SOMETHING to make it change. Contacting me, could be the first step in a whole new and exciting life for you. But you have to take that first step, and e-mail me. the_webninja@yahoo.com Who are My Fantasy Girls? Who are the Ones who make me Horny? Who are the Images of my Dream Girl, and my Goddess? My HOTLIST! My Top 100 List! Mark's Most Wanted Women in the World! Back to Index Page IF YOU AREN'T FEMALE, GET LOST! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OKAY?