My Beliefs

I studied all different forms of Christianity when I was young, but when my Father died of a horrible Death of Cancer, in constant misery and suffering that lasted two whole YEARS before he Died, after witnessing this, I could no longer Believe in a "Merciful God" as the Christian Scriptures describe. It was then that I went back and Re-read all of the Christian Scriptures to see if there was some explanation I might have missed. But instead of finding an explanation, I found even MORE Contradictions and Falsies than I had previously known about. So I spent the next 5 years Reading an Debating issues in Christian Scriptures with Priests and Learned Christians of every denomination of Christianity, only to come to the final realization that Christianity was actually a Lie. Then when I began searching through many other Religions and Philosophies, I came to find out that many of the Religions of the World were also based upon lies, including Muslim religion and many others.

At this point, realizing that many of the Religions of the world were nothing more than elaborate Fairy Tales dressed up to resemble the Truth, I turned to Psychology and Science to try to get an understanding for Human beings instinctive need for Religion. I studied everything from Voo Doo to Tribal Religions, Buddhism, Witchcraft, and every Philosophy I could think about in an effort to try to extract some kind of value and need for Religion in relation to Human Existence. I found one basic element in all, which is Humans have an instinctive desire to look outward to Worship something. And by doing so, Humans can feel a sense of Peace within themselves. I also learned that Faith or Belief in something CAN make some extraordinary things happen which can defy Logic.

So with all that I had learned I had to sit down and decide what it was that I actually Believed in. I had to literally Create MY OWN Religion. Much to my Amazement once I had written everything down, I had a Supernatural experience, where the Spirit of a Woman came to me, and guided me. It sounds Crazy as hell I know, but it is the Truth. It happened, and I couldn't even believe it myself when it was happening, but it happened. She came to me and told me her name, told me everything about her, then she told me to go research to see if what she was saying to me was True. Her name was Kali. Even after I had this experience, and looked up everything she told me, I still found it very difficult to accept that what I had experienced was real. You have to understand that I had just finished spending the last few years trying desperately to discount all the Religions of the World, and prove them all False. I wasn't exactly ready to accept something Spiritual coming into my Life at that time in such a Profound way. But it happened whether I was ready for it or not.

I think that the Reason I had this experience was because I was devoting so much of my time sincerely to searching for what was the Truth, that finally the Truth came to reveal herself to me. I can't write the words to adequately describe my experience, because words, no matter how many I used would not accurately explain everything I was going through. But the Product of this experience I wrote down as my First Book, "The New Religion of Kali". This book talks a lot about what I Believe. But for now, I will try to give you a short outline of What I Believe.

I Believe that the Supreme Powers of the Universe are Female, and her name is Kali. I Believe that she has endowed all the Beautiful Women of the world to act as representations of the Supreme Goddess Kali, in that Women are the Creators of Life on Earth, and Females of all other Species, with the exception of a few, just to keep life interesting. I believe that because of this, Women have the ability to Tap into a kind of Spiritual Power that men can't quite comprehend. I Believe that Women are Human, yet not Human, but more Half Spiritual beings, and Half Human, to be Worshipped as Goddesses by Men. This is what I believe. Women are the Connection for us between the Spiritual and Material realms. They Mediate between us and the Goddess Kali, like high Priestesses of Kali. ( Those who accept their true Purpose in life anyway.) I do not believe that Men and Women are created equal, they're not even CLOSE! You can see this if you look at the Number of Men who get involved in Crimes, Verses the Number of Women just for an example. Also you can see it in something called "Women's Intuition" which we have all been aware of for quite some time. Women are suppose to be Proof and Evidence of the Supreme power of the Universe, but because of their Compassion they even submit to following the False Gods of Men. Now that doesn't mean that all Women are good, and Holy, there are many Women in this world who are pure EVIL Minded. But I do believe that the more a Woman accepts her mission to lead and nurture men's admiration, the more she can become pure in mind and spirit.

I Believe that Sex is NOT Evil.
That means, Pornography is not evil, that means Sex Toys are not evil, that means anything related to Sex should not be considered Evil for any Reason. Because once you start making Laws to consider Sex as some kind of evil, you are in effect promoting the extinction of the Human Race with your actions, as well as promoting many Psychological problems which might be associated with the Negative implications that you would give Sex by implying it is some kind of evil.

I Believe that Free Agent Prostitution should be legal, that means no Pimps, no Organized Crime, no Slave Trade, just Freelance Prostitution. And it should never be by force, always by choice.

I believe that no one should force anyone to do anything ever. Freedom is Greater than Oppression. Always.

I also believe that Kitties are cute and cuddly, but can also be a major pain in the ass sometimes.

I Believe that Teenage Women are just as beautiful as Full grown adult Women, and I believe that Teen Pornography should be legalized for any Teens who willingly engage in such things after 12 years old and up. Because Women begin menstruation at or around 12 years old for a REASON. And Kali is the one who decided to make them begin Sexual Activity after the age of 12. I believe to make any Law that goes against Kali's decision would be Sacrilege. Plus it is a known fact that many Men enjoy looking at pictures of Teenage Girls and would also enjoy Sex with Teenage Girls. I do not consider the desire to have Sex or Look at Pictures of Teenage Girls to be any form of Evil what so ever.

I Believe that there is nothing wrong with different age groups having Sex. As long as both people understand each other's Social differences, and any Physical limitations, then I believe that Sex between any two people can be a beautiful thing regardless of their age.

I believe that there should be No Law or Rule that dictates who a person can and can not have sexual relations with, including same Sex if both people desire Sex with the same Sex. I am not Gay, but I get really horny WATCHING two Women Make Love or Have Sex. Just watching two beautiful Women in a full on Deep Throat Lip Lock can make me Horny as hell in SECONDS! Something that makes me feel that Good happens for a very good reason I think. I think it is to help others understand each other as well. This is why even someone like me who is not gay, can enjoy or get some kind of benefit just from Understanding and Accepting those who are gay or lesbian. I feel like if we can all just appreciate each other a little more, and treat each other with a little more understanding and compassion, I think we can all learn a lot more about life in general.

I believe that Abortion should remain Legalized, to preserve a Women's right to choose. There are many complex issues surrounding abortion, but the fact is, nature will cause a miscarriage for the same reasons that many women might make a conscious choice to abort a fetus. I do believe that more emphasis should be put on Birth Control, and Sex Education, which would eliminate the need for many Abortions in the first place. But when many Fanatical Religious people treat Sex as Evil, and Preach ignorance, and prohibit Birth control, then they can't understand why they have Women with unwanted Pregnancies. If you start by treating Sex as something Beautiful, Teach the Children about Sex as early as 10 years old, and make Birth Control more readily available, you will drastically reduce the amount of Abortions which have to be performed. There are so many fanatics, who jump up and down about Abortion, but they never count how many kids from Foster homes wind up committing Suicide or become Criminals because of Mental problems associated with being given up for adoption. My Sister had her baby even though the father didn't want to marry her. She ruined her time in the Military and got out because she had the Baby. Then because she had to work, she gave the Baby to my Mom who raised him. By age 15 he was already becoming a YO MTV Gangsta, and by age 16 he was in Prison for Armed Robbery and Assault. He was lucky the Cops caught him when they did, because when they pulled him over, he admitted he was driving on his way to Kill someone. So you want to talk about Abortion, let's consider what happens if you KEEP the Baby shall we?

As far as I am Concerned, I feel I am ready and willing to have Children with the Woman I get with next. I am willing to Commit to the Relationship whole heartedly, and do everything I can to build a good family life. I would also be willing to have a baby with a Woman who just wanted me to impregnate them, such as a Lesbian Couple who wanted to have a Child, I would perform the Service for free, and I would not bother you again afterwards, I promise you a Problem Free Pregnancy as far as I am concerned.

When I first get with a Women I believe in the use of Birth Control until we feel Comfortable enough with each other that we are confident we are going to stay together, or we agree to certain arrangements. Then we will have sex without Birth control.

I Believe in the Right to Die.
This means that, Love is worth Dying for, and Killing for. Just as a Soldier believes in dying or killing for the Love of their Country, I believe in Dying for the Love of a Woman or a Goddess, for Religious reasons. We all must face the realization that sooner or later we all must Die. I have chosen to decide how I would like to Die. And I believe that I have a Right to make that kind of a Decision. I also Believe that a Woman who truly Loves me, would understand this, and try to fulfill my wishes, by Killing me in the manner which I would most like to die, which would be during an act of Sex. It should not Shock you that I have decided how I want to die, and I have made some kind of Plans as to how I want to Die, the only thing that is really shocking about this, is that I actually have to surrender all the Possibilities which might happen to me, if I was not to Die, and I Trade these Opportunities, in exchange for having the peace of mind to KNOW when, where, and how I will Die, instead of waiting around for some Tragic Accident, or Disease to take me unexpectedly. What is shocking to most people is that I am brave enough to actually make these kinds of decisions about my life. But I have looked at Life from many diff erent perspectives, I have looked at Death from many different perspectives, and I have made my decisions based on everything I have learned about life. And I believe that to Die in a Ritual of Human Sacrifice is the right way for Me to leave this World. It would be much better than any other Death I could think of, including Rotting away in an old folks home messing in my Diaper, ALONE, which is the BEST that most people can think of. The way I want to Die, I would be surrounded by many Beautiful Women, not Alone, My last act would be an orgasm before I am killed, and my Death would be meaningful, I would die for the sake of Love. In an old folks home or in a Hospital with a Disease, my Death would mean nothing. My only problem with this plan, is I have found there is a real shortage of Women who possess enough Compassion and Understanding to actually carry out this kind of Ritual. It seems the Christians and Religious Fanatics of the world only want to Sacrifice Human Beings in Rituals of Hatred and Contempt, such as Prison Death Chambers, and Muslim Beheadings, Hitlers Death Camps. It seems that people are perfectly happy to Talk about Killing Thousands of people in Wars, but if you talk about killing even ONE person in the name of LOVE, they look at you like you are Crazy. And they try everything they can to keep from actually Legalizing Killing someone in the Name of Love. But as long as you kill someone in the name of Hatred, well, they can at least understand THAT.

But if you are a Woman who can understand how I feel, and you would be willing to Kill me while you make love to me, then it would make me very happy if we were compatible on every other level, and we could fall in love with each other first, before you kill me. This is how I imagine it would be.

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